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Blue-Sonikku

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Curious aren't you?
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I have been working pretty much all evening. It's 2:30am and I REALLY should be sleeping, but I think I have my gallery to a acceptable terms. It still needs some cleaning but...is it okay to say that it feels a little weird being back here again? Like...I don't know, not nostalgic so much as though I feel time has passed by way to much?

I was going to make a new dA account, but then I didn't want to abandon this one completely. Also dear gods I need to make new headers and stuff for this journal. If I can, it's been so long I can't hardly remember how to do anything around here anymore. Hopefully my brain will remember some of the tricks of the trade. Anyway I think this is all for me tonight, time to get some sleep, if I can and hopefully up load some more stuff in the weeks to follow.

Have a nice night/day all!

P.S: Anyone know of any really good Cacti and Marvel Stamps? Do people still use, make those?


Let the adventure begin!~BlueSonikku


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Say what?!

"She's poison but tasty"

Who is On the list?

Bullet; Red ~Art Requests/TradesBullet; Red

Art Requests/Trades Status:Pending!

No Star-To be started Half Star-Semi-completed Star!-Finished!

Pencil Point Right Starting Fresh! Point Left


What you don't think I have enough to do? X3

Colour Pencil Commissions:Open!
Painting Commissions:Open!:
Sculpture Sales: Pending


What Shini dose in his spare time.

Bullet; Red ~Blue's Current ProjectsBullet; Red

Half Star-Prism Tiger 2: 40%
No Star-Flamingo King Painting: 0%


Mah stamp Album!


Take Me Home?

    
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Hello again dA.

2 min read
Wow just...wow.

First off, let me say that it's been since 2013 since I last updated anything here.

That's a really, really REALLY long time.

Six years.

A lot has happened to me in that time, some awesome, some not good at all. I went through a hard time when my dad passed away from dementia in 2017, and things only seemed to get harder from there. I stopped drawing for a long time and really didn't do anything in the way of art. I got heavy into MARVEL and that has been my salvation for a long time now.

I have in the last year or so gone back to my art roots and have been selling my art to make a small living. I do a lot of sculptures that I sell, and paintings that i do. I still draw fan art ranging from Sonic to MARVEL to Pokemon. I really need to update my DA again because I feel bad that I have abandoned it. I mostly go by Proclaim Cactus, because I created Porcelain Cactus Studios (A site that I'm working on) to see my art on, both drawing and sculptures, which I will also list here for sale.

So yeah it's been a long journey for me and I have grown both personally and art wise in many ways. Hopefully I will be able to share my art here again. Update things and fix broken links and stuff on here. I want to be more interactive again and share my art with the world once more.

Whether I'll change my name or not on here, I don't know yet as people seem to know me the best by this one, outside of Twitter LOL
I also hope to have new art uploaded soon to show you all.

Oh and on a final note for now. If you come across some guy on YouTube called: Blue-Sonikku, This is not me. He has been using my name, icon, links to my DA page and Google+ for reasons I don't know.

So hopefully I'll remember how to do things around here again and have some stuff up for sale. (God knows I need the money lawl.) and there will be something of interest for you to see.
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I'm ALIVE!!!

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Heh yeah it's been a while since I posted here..or even submitted ART! I'm going to fix that in a second here...

It's just that I have been ...kinda in a art slump. I guess I have been feeling uninspired. I think we have all been there at some point right?. So I'm going to try and do sketches of what I can..be it Chao or just stupid things and see what comes up.

I REALLY WANNA DRAW!

but I'm just stuck in this state of limbo. I guess a lot of it has to do with what has been going on in my life that I'm not going to get into here.

I wanted to let you guys know that I'm still around and I still think of all of you. I do check in from time to time also and need to update my Collection Gallery BADLY.

If you guys wanna talk though I'm over on Twitter and I also have a Skype. 

I'll try my best to get back into arts. I just need to make that first step and pull myself out of this lack of inspiration.

UPDATE:

OH WHOA! What happened to the custom journal layouts on here? did dA do away with this or something?
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Curious aren't you?
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I do -NOT- like or draw yoai/yuri, nore do I support fannon yaoi/yuri.
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In loving memory of:

Silver Hedgehog

March,12th,2008-July,12th,2013


"Rest in Gods hands my little one"

Silvers Memorial page can be found here: LoveYouSilver

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For a while now my little pet hedgehog Silver was sick,I took him to the vet and had him treated for infection but he still continued to pass blood when he would litter. He was getting worse and worse..staggering when he walked and then I found out it was most likely cancer.



It was painful to watch him as he became thinner and thinner, I tried to make everything easy for him to reach and continued to love him.



Last night-early this morning Silver passed away,I found him curled up under his towel. I already miss him so much. He was my first hedgehog and he made everyone fall in love with him. I...I just can't go into his room right now,cause it hurts to much to see his hut empty....



I put him in a padded ceramic container...with his favorite toy,a small silk rose since he loved roses and a small charm of Sonic with his name engraved on it from his carrier,and sealed it so the rain and time won't touch him.



He now rests under the cherry tree in the back yards flower beds. I'm going to make a marker to place over his resting place so that it will never be disturbed.



You lived a long time and you were greatly loved Silver. I will never forget you,you were a special little hedgehog to me and to so many others. I know toward the end you were is so much pain. So now you can finally have your rest and be happy in a place where neither time nor death can touch you.



Sleep well Silver,and I know one day maybe I will see you again.





Let the adventure begin!~BlueSonikku


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*:hug: to :icondarkwing-eli: * we are a team,I'm only half without you :cuddle:.
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Say what?!

"I suffer from Kleptomania. When it gets bad I take something for it."

Who is On the list?

:bulletred: ~Art Requests/Trades~ :bulletred:

Art Requests/Trades Status:Partly Open!

:star-empty:-To be started :star-half:-Semi-compleated :star:-Finished!

:pencil: :pointr: Starting Fresh! :pointl:


What you don't think I have enough to do? X3

Colour Pencil Commissions:Open!:
Digital Commissions:Open!</b>:

Sculpture Sales:Pending

What Shini dose in his spare time.

:bulletred: ~Blue's Current Projects~ :bulletred:

:star-half:-Chao Sculptures: 10%
:star-full:-Plush Play Project: 100%
:star-half:-Chibi Sonic Crew Figures: 90%

Mah stamp Album!


Take Me Home?


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:ekud:Shini's Harem::ekud:

This space is dedicated to all him's smexy b!tches X3. :heart:
(all these fantastic ladies are in no particular order)

:icondarkwing-eli:,:iconhilde-schbeiker:,:iconnehku:,:iconthundergoddeskino:,:iconcarrahjm:,:iconyuugiyami:,:iconpixi-spit:

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Curious aren't you?
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I do -NOT- like or draw yoai/yuri, nore do I support fannon yaoi/yuri.
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This has been something that I have wanted to do for a  VERY long time,and...I think it's about time to do so.

I have always wanted to share with you guys things about me,and what goes on in my life (even though it's not that interesting) but I always had to keep some restrictions because of a matter I needed to keep to myself. Finally with some prompting from SEGA...I'm going to take that bold step out and say....

I'm actually a girl...well female to me more exact

Now before you go.."ZOMG WTF?!" let me explain in as short as possible.

See I had this friend...that kinda fell in with the wrong group...and she became a Ex-Friend of mine. Also my worst nightmare.

Phone and online taunting,turned to cyber attacks on my own personal website by her and her 'not so stable' boyfriend,so I closed down my site and moved to Mediaminer. Well they found me there too and harassed me,that too was abandoned as well as my DeadJournal (which they also found and posted all kinds of personal information about me on) so I came here.

Afraid it was going to continue I assumed a whole new me. Chance Maxwell. I posed as a guy. At the same time,the police became involved as cyber stalking became REAL stalking (After all she knew where I lived,where I liked to shop ect). A restraining order was set against them and they where to have no contact with me online OR off...and vice verse.

So for about 5-6 years I have been hiding,at least here.....Some places I'm me...like Twitter...or SSMB Paces I know they will never look. So I wanna let this finally go. I wanna be me again. I'm sure they have long since forgotten I even exist (hopefully).

TL;DR

I'm a girl that had to hide for legal and self preservation reasons,but I'm not doing it anymore.

So you can still love me,hate me,unwatch me I really don't care. I'm still the same person I was before...just fully me this time,and able to truly share how I feel :3

Let the adventure begin!~BlueSonikku


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*:hug: to :icondarkwing-eli: * we are a team,I'm only half without you :cuddle:.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Say what?!

"I suffer from Kleptomania. When it gets bad I take something for it."

Who is On the list?

:bulletred: ~Art Requests/Trades~ :bulletred:

Art Requests/Trades Status:Partly Open!

:star-empty:-To be started :star-half:-Semi-compleated :star:-Finished!

:pencil: :pointr: Starting Fresh! :pointl:


What you don't think I have enough to do? X3

Colour Pencil Commissions:Open!:
Digital Commissions:Open!</b>:

Sculpture Sales:Pending

What Shini dose in his spare time.

:bulletred: ~Blue's Current Projects~ :bulletred:

:star-half:-Chao Sculptures: 10%
:star-full:-Plush Play Project: 100%
:star-half:-Chibi Sonic Crew Figures: 90%

Mah stamp Album!


Take Me Home?


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:ekud:Shini's Harem::ekud:

This space is dedicated to all him's smexy b!tches X3. :heart:
(all these fantastic ladies are in no particular order)

:icondarkwing-eli:,:iconhilde-schbeiker:,:iconnehku:,:iconthundergoddeskino:,:iconcarrahjm:,:iconyuugiyami:,:iconpixi-spit:

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